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I was struggling painfully and needed some closure.
The first thing Alan said to me was that there is a woman who is coming through. She’s telling me she’s proud of you … and you were more like sisters than buddies.
She says she’s not tired anymore. She was so tired near the end of her life and she is telling me she is with her namesake.
By now I’m really in tears. The woman is my best friend, and her namesake is her mother, who passed away when my friend was 28. My best friend died from a very painful land cruel form of cancer two years ago. She was only 46.
It was the day she died that I had promised to cook dinner for her and her husband, because she was so sick.
I never got the chance, and had been grieving her loss terribly. Until I received the message from her.
During the final part of my reading, Alan looked up a bit and informed me that a huge flash of blue light appeared behind me. He said this guy had a really warped sense of humour, he was mischievous and he loved how we reacted to this creative side of him.
He’s telling Alan to say motorcycle, my motorcycle. Oh, and my truck. And that I’d know what this guy is talking about.
He’s also telling Alan to tell me to speak to my Dad, and that he’s got to watch his chest. He’s worried about that and he wants me to tell my Dad to slow down.
Just one year ago, my 44-year-old brother died from an illness that he’d suffered from since his childhood. He suffered so much pain and was miserable here on earth. My brother was asking me to forgive him for cutting me out of his life the last few years he was here. He did not want me to see him in the physical state he was in.
I was so hurt that I didn’t get a chance to say goodbye. Alan assured me that by forgiving my brother would help him move forward in his journey on the other side. He said it was the greatest give one can give. Alan told me my brother is happy and is so at peace where he is right now.
My brother’s favourite passion – his only passion – was his Harley Davidson and his custom truck. Both were beautiful, but he could not ride his bike or drive his truck the last few years of his life. Nothing else gave him pleasure.
I told Alan that I have my brother’s bike and he said that my brother says to let it go. Let someone take it and love it as much as he did.
As a final note, two weeks after my reading with Alan, my father came to tell me he was diagnosed with Congestive Obstructive Pulmonary Disease (COPD). I was shocked. Dad has also been diagnosed with sever apnea, a breathing disorder.
My Dad has always been active, plays hockey three times a week, blades five miles a day and is a non-smoker. I could not believe the warning my brother brought just a weeks before.
Alan: You are my gift, and I am glad I found you. I wish you as much love, light and comfort that you gave me the day of my reading. It is a day I will never forget.
Susann H. Vancouver, Canada |